live for the fear

• dismember'in mükemmel sarkisi.. "death metal" albumunde yer alir.
  
  live for the fear (of pain)
  
  born without dying empty
  walk alone for a lifetime denied
  the spark of life forever missing
  a fear so vast it grows inside
  
  soul bleeding never healing
  at the end of the day my spirit leaving
  
  of all i own handful of a
  solid void what's left to give
  can't get rid of all this guilt
  blame myself for as long as i live
  
  shadow of the former me
  reach for surface can't break free
  
  blind, cold, bitter
  from dreamfield to death
  wasted life on living
  suicidals see no reason for another breath
  
  still forsaken hope all taken
  keep on feeding the nightmares within
  i see it clear still so tragic
  against frustration no one wins
  
  sinking deep into depression
  suffering the weight of confession
  
  upon the loss of a better fate
  laid out before me all pure hate
  
  (bkz: dismember)